Seasons

I've always thought about publishing my own blog, but never ACTUALLY thought I would.  Writing in a journal (about 6 years ago) became my safe place. A place where my thoughts and feelings were not judged or misunderstood. A place I was able to express whatever was on my mind and then close the book. I liked not having to explain myself or why i felt the way I did and after I was done writing I could close the journal, put it away and never re-read it. I felt better because I was able to get things off my chest and not feel like the wait of the world was on my shoulders. 

If I am being honest I have never re-read any of my journal entries. I remember almost everything I have written but some places I just don't wanna re-visit. I know many of those entries could help others. This new bright season of my life I can look back on now and breathe. This season is much lighter, yet I am so thankful for the long dreary season I lived in for what felt like was forever. Without that dreary season the thankfulness for the current season I am in would not mean nearly as much.

I hope whatever entry I share I motivate or help someone see seasons get easier. The dreary season will leave and the sun will shine. It just takes time, sometimes a lot of time, but I promise the sun does shine again.

Hopefully these post reach someone who really needs to read them and I shed light on that dreary season. We can walk this journey together, its a lot less lonely when you are walking with a friend!

Sincerely~ Me